a rainy evening.
my nose is sniffling.
i give up on writing.

haha!am having a funny half flu+semi sore throat.(?!)i dont feel sick but just keep blowing my nose and clearing my throat.

what a day man!I refused to play floor ball for PE today with my class girls cos they are nice and all but they just detest sports so OFF i ran to the soccer field.Lalala..to play soccer!!It's been too long so i was like a bumbling idiot chasing after the ball.But i got a penalty, was tripped by someone!And I converted the penalty..NOT!!Haha!Yen Chin said i ran up like Roberto Carlos(excuse me Yen Chin, he takes freekicks NOT penalties) then kicked so LOUSILY.Er, ok.We lost 4-2.
Then, went for the long overdue street soccer thing with the senior class guys.OG friend, Sheldon was there.He got a shock and i just smiled happily at him.Ethel and I were the only gungho girls there.Whoopie!But she didnt play.I really suck at soccer now.I cant play with guys my age cos they are all physically stronger and x100 more skilful.Anyway, my team lost all 2 rounds.Then, i switched to b-ball.ALRIGHT! First up, YenChin and I versus Ethel and Joseph.I think we won!!!Then, me, Justus, Joshua, Joseph(all the Js?!) against Ethel,David,YenChin and JiaChuan.My team first to score 11.Bball easier to play but soccer is the ultimate challenge.Sigh.It rained while i was on the bus and kind Dad fetched me from the busstop.Talked somemore soccer.

6:29 AM

another day of blogging in school.
What happened yesterday? Played ping-a-pong aka hit-yimei in juniors' rm.YEs, my preciouss, rd 2 will commence next week.Trash you i will.( gotta stop talking like yoda..cos i dont even like Star Wars!!)I really liked worship yesterday cos after a week of sheer rubbish(sports day, econs test,feeling sore because georgie and gayle and yijun are in a wunnnnnerfuullll class), it helped to just focus on God and God alone. Fellowship lunch was a bad experience cos yimei and i had to do mean stuff out of neccesity and Ng was left alone..*gulp*sorry Ng!
Started tuition for math yesternight at Holes's house. We have a China Guy who is 21++ from RI,RJ and now in NUS sch of computing(?!!?!!)Holes kept looking at me and bursting into laughter..she said i looked positively dreamy and that i was smiling to myself.Whateverrrr,Holes.I celebrated her birthday with her family and neighbours at abt 11 plus and ate yummy chocolate, cold, moist banana cake.Oh, niiice.You better like your presents.I am broke because of you!!!
About dreaminess and stuff, been told of by mum and dad for it.They tell me to stop being blur and day-dreamy.Ok, will try but I cant help it sometimes.

10:43 PM

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
and I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
and all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in your life
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you'd bleed just to know your alive

-Goo goo dolls
*such a beautiful, poigant song.Feel like weeping

8:07 PM

Harris stood us up AGAIN.doesnt he have a sense of responsibilty? and the brilliant thing is that i'm typing this in school so if anybody ever reads it and tell Harris..ALL FREAKIN FINE AND DANDY.The guy ought to know that we second intakers may just fail lit because of his refusal to turn up for makeup lessons.And that i woke up at 6:45 on a nice sat morning so that i'll come to school on time.Grrr..
Well, I dont wanna stereotype but I feel that expat teachers are really a weird bunch.Maybe, cos i have never been taught by one in 16 1/2 years?

Like for example,Harris massaged me yesterday.Alright, guess you dirrrty readers are probably going eeeww..what?!To make things clear, i was completely unaware of the fact that my massuese(dear Charmaine) had let go of her hands and let Harris take over halfway. Music was blasting in my ears and i was just "in-my-own-world" mode, then suddenly everyone at the stone table was giving me this " i know something that you dont" smile.Being a retard with no nerves on my shoulders, i smiled back.Then, Charmaine bent down and asked "do you know who was massaging you?" And i went "not you meh?"Harris walked past then and gave a thumbs-up and i screamed in HORROR.

It was sports day yesterday, and i ran the shuttle 10x80 m relay and didnt win..in fact we came in second last.Wheee..how fun.Was begged by shiwei to join and i couldnt say no but i was SO scared.On the upside, was praised by some people that I ran fast and well.heheh(: Had dinner with holes and some of her classmates.They are a happening bunch.There was this totally mad guy who was doing all sort of stupid stuff and tried to get us to play along..hahah..like smash into couples holding hands, make siren noises..you get the pic.Oh and the family feast at KFC, not really filling, dont get it.

7:21 PM

PA's class slaughtered my class in capt's ball 26-12??omg, someone just take my head and slam it against the wall.haha.no but seriously not used to losing by such a big margin + being in the losing team.Guess i'm stuck in a class of girly girls.Yay, that makes me extra special!!I intend to create a whole new trend of women who are aspiring taitais and who intend to bring up 4 kids and make sure they know the need to play rough(ie.games,games and more games!!)Sounds utterly groovy huh?
anyway, our class guys drew 6-6 with PA's guys in soccer.whoopee!!~~you guys are not so feminine after all!!

7:29 AM

!!!economics killed me!!!
hahah..stealing time to blog in school AGAIN.took my econs test just now and am praying not to get a single digit.It was screwy big time.But thank God it was an hour and 5 minutes paper, cos i spent 1/2 hr panicking and then the next 35 minutes, i was doing the paper hecking everything else.If it was short, i would have burst into tears at the end of the paper and drowned the whole lecture theatre 3.And poor Cook(econs tutor) would be giving me his Caribbean shirts to wipe my face and my snotty nose.Anyway, I digress.I have to go now to attend this gender politics talk.Well, the way i see it..this talk would be more useful for people like the trans-communist..ahem?

11:52 PM

discovered the sadistic joy of watching decapitated, sliced and banged up cartoon animals at www.happytreefriends.com.Oh happy day! Thank you Kandy and Jia Chuan!!
right.i see an interesting debate going on in my tagboard.For the record,Kash didnt say that i have manly attributes.i added that in to make things clear.But she did say that i think like a guy(!!), like how i love soccer, can talk soccer, whack ppl without batting an eyelash,burp proudly,the list goes on...in fact, she also said that i get along very well with the guys.Erp.I guess Georgia's right abt how i'm the best friend type and not girlfriend material to guys.OH, and hongYU, there's NOTHING wrong with my sexual orientation!!!and you are one to talk, considering your trans-communist status?
am going shopping for my emily strange tote bag tmr with holy after the taiwan student exchange briefing at rj.alright!i love to shop..proves that i have feminine qualities after all.well, anything beats slim's metrosexuality.hahahhaah!

7:07 AM

went to 3 Roxy outlets to find for my pouch yesterday..got it!! (:
On Mon, i watched the VJ vs MI soccer match.ALRIGHT, we won 3-0!! and this counting the fact that MI has some prime league players??Oh, and i think that the soccer and softball guys are so on..they all shaved their heads as a show of unity.MAN!number 12 is one fine player too...
While hunting for the aforementioned pouch, Kash and i did a superb pract critc..on...hahhaha..shant say!Then, i ACCIDENTALLY went into the gents again...Holes, are you remembering?????I was walking into the toilet happily then i caught sight of a URINAL,i just screamed and ran out.Then, Kash had the nerve to laugh and say maybe i was INTENDED to go into THAT toilet, considering my manly attributes(?!?!)
Played b-ball before PE on mon,yay! i scored a nice one!!Take that Justus!!

3:38 AM

am now sneaking in some time to blog in school.
Saturday night was awesome.We had dinner at BigO at Wheelock and the bill came up to $113 for 4 people.Pretty darn extravagant if you ask me.But man,was the dessert good and i didnt feel that much of a pinch because of the quality company(that means you george, gayleee and jess). It was intoxicating to swing around in town at night like we were some bigshots..really cool the way we 4 linked arms and strutted.AHH!!!Love you much!read georgie's blog for her version of events, and on the compliments she lavished on me;)Every minute spent with you all was worth it..i felt so happy to just listen to you guys yak.And it was so amusing having George do the Elle Woods walk and Jess do the Elle Woods talk.Gayle and I were just like some rambling idiots astonished at our beloved little 2 bimbos' antics.HAHAHA!!Thanks for the presents.Georgie, you have good taste..love the itty bitty titty club bumper sticker(:!Thanks due to Ng and Meii for the accessories-themed presents..coolsville.
As for the sunrise party, i'm glad everybody had fun too.Hope to be there next year.
Rockin weekend.

10:44 PM

bleary-eyed am i.
it's been a non-stop flurry of activities from thurs to fri(And tonight too) to celebrate my 17 years on earth.
On thurs right after PE,was playing bball with see hwei,kash,justus,yan jun,jia chuan and some dude called edgar(ithink).JUSTUS is mean and i'm so glad that liverPOO lost cos he was totally making fun of my shooting skills.I love see hwei for saying i have ball sense!(: had dinner with VJ classmates at Breeks and they sang me a b'day song to TRY to get a free b'day cake(CHEAPO!!!)Was entranced by the music coming from Mercedes Fashion Show(??)outside Taka and was trying to crash.And man, did I crash literally..like almost fell when i crossed over the barricades.My no-good classmates laughed.BAH!Then this lady came out and told me that this"fashion show is by invites only".Oh dear,whatever happened to my tai-tai aspirations?
Fri was a shopping day with Holes and PA.OMG! MY loves, i thank you again and again for your wonderful gifts!!!Oh and thanks to Lolly and Tan for the tube and sweater..it isnt as prostitute-y as it looked.It's quite classy actually.Apparently,Holes thought it was super funny to make me try on clothes after clothes and we were screaming with laughter in ebase,etc.The salespeople probably thought they were a couple of cats in heat or something.Ate lunch at Wrapamania with the Senile one aka Holes and it was good food plus nice stickers(kaBOOBS..holes..hahhahahah)I miss you Jeannie chipmunky.You were suppose to laze at my house on friiii..
And later will meet up with AJ friends:Gayle,Georgia,Jess and Rachael for a nice sitdown,girls' only dinner.Am i lovin' it??YOU BET!
This morning was late for makeup lect for lit...thongie is such an ass,he ponned lect and made me collect his notes.Hey,whatever happened to the responsible,"dont pon lects la" dude???Chaucer doesnt seem quite so boring after all.I mean THE MERCHANT'S TALE..and you wld think blah.BUT it's full of sleaziness and debauchery and..whoa...think it's gonna be fun to analyse.And the Olde English,way cool but difficult but i shall think abt my love for John Donne and his beautiful poems and perservere in translating stuff like" woot" and "witten" (which both mean woman btw).However, i still think that Decline and Fall is by far the more interesting book.All the satire abt education,the clergy,flapper attitude...and it's whoa!I was a little turned off abt reading books from the '20s era aft reading The Great Gatsby which wasnt THAT great.BUt Decline and Fall is incredibly funny and i love how adorably dull and anti hero Pennyfeather is.(heheh..insider's joke).Oh it helps that we have Harris as our tutor.He is a great one at sarcasm.

12:09 AM

this is a Q&A blog:
OK! hands up how many of you all here did/bought these stuff:
-neoprints?( I still take it now and i love those glitter machines!)
-tamagochis? you know the handheld electronic thingie with the little animals that shit all over your screens when you ignore it for an hour or so?( there was once i owned like, 3 or 4 at a go? in retrospect, BLOODY STUPID!!)
-drank bubble tea?
-furby?(the cuddly tamagochi)
-luo han yu? the super ugly, popped head fish
-a nemo?
-Legolas poster?I confess i did think he was pretty cute once BUT i never owned a single poster.
If you can think of anymore stupid trends, let me know ok?
Yimei, Georgie, Gayle and 32, yet to take a neoprint with you!!!
Oh yes, George, was seated in that legs over the bench way in canteen today and boppin to some hiphop music from the hall and I REMEMBERED how we use to do that in the canteen together with your headphones stuck to our ears, and how the guys will comment on our les-ness and ask us to start shaking...hahhahaha!!

3:51 AM

alright, dear readers! i'm here and i KNOW you've been clamouring for me to write.Yes,another show of overwhelming support from my fans.*blows kisses*
yucks that's just so gay thespian lah.
First up,HOLES!!!argggh, how could you,holes?sent the freakin msg?hahaha(:senile senile senile.
Tan and i were on the bus talking alot of crap that would have gotten us guillotined if the PAP heard a single word.And we were the only laughing fools in a veeeeeeeery quiet bus.It was crap abt our Premier's wife and her dress sense and the unfairness of ministers' kids in schs,etc.(BTW, any PAP politicos reading this blog, pls rest assured that this isnt some subtle propaganda material and i'm NOT a student radical.I mean if you want to find some student radical, i strongly suggest Chinese-ahem-High).
Went back to PL to sort out stuff abt the juniors musical.Praise God that we mananged to cut the rental fees from $350/hr to a possible $40 for the entire musical!This after taking to so many ppl and finally talked to Mrs Lee who was beaming away..yep..beaming!WOW!
I realised something...and i told Kash abt it...my mum tells me off for some of the funniest stuff EVER!
- For yelping when i see lizards.yimei, someone else hates those disgusting creatures too.mum will go"ni na ge jian jiao sheng ah...zhen shi shou bu liao"
-For playing soccer with guys after school and owning a soccer ball.She thinks i'm crazy-nuts for actually playing soccer.
OK get ready for the last one.
-For being hiao..vain.OK! this is like totally rubbish lah! and you know when she scolds me for that?WHEN I'M WALKING HALFWAY AND THEN I START DANCING!i mean, c'mon i cant help groovin to a nice beat and then when i begin to like bob around just a teeny weeny little bit. She pulls my sleeve and tells me to stop being vain.

MUMS??!!

5:28 AM