the stupid link there --->
will NOT work.

so for those interested to see the creative work of my butler involving some very UNFLATTERING pics of my maid. pls
copy and paste:http://www.geocities.com/deekybird/this_is_deek.htm

i hate blogger.i cant get the hyperlink thingamig and i cant change my fonts.

9:16 PM

teachers' day celebrations with a difference.
teachers put up a musical for us. elvis presley.shanghai tan.rolling stones.FULL MONTY (OH.MY.GOSH)!!! i was falling off my seat.sayers was so sweet on stage and ixer almost stripped.bleahyuck.

another bones-holes great adventure today.WE ROAMED AROUND JOO CHIAT trying to cafe -hop. yep, you've heard of club-hop but cafe-hop??haha. we actually walked from the still rd side to the geylang serai side and then ended up in paya lebar mrt.BUT WE DIDNT EVEN GO INTO ANY CAFES cos holes lost our way.went to orchard.shopped madly.i've found a great-looking jacket at topshop and went home to beg my mum to buy it.i'm paying for half of it.SCCCORE!

8:53 PM

maid and mugger fighting online now!
raahhhhh.so funny!

beach trip today for nadia,yenchin,jiachuan b'day bashes. the sea is so fun. i wish i live in it. and then i'll have brown hair and wet skin. and then i can tune ppl out by dipping down when they start to get irritating.

11:58 PM

i hope YOU read this

when YOU smile, i smile.
when YOU laugh, i laugh.
when YOU cry, i still laugh.

hahah..hey 2/3 isnt that bad huh?
who ask you to always suan me...
last last wed was funfunfun.today was not bad too.though i was hit by my conscience while on the overhead bridge or else we wld have been off to a sunnier place.
and you're great to talk to.(:
even better to push around.(here's the pillar..wham!)

this entry is for YOU, the best maid ever...

11:08 PM

*slams door and locks it shut*

HELLO KIDS. DR CHAN IS IN THE HOUSE AND TODAY WE'RE GONNA TALK ABT RELATIONSHIPS.

yepp this was what i used to do in PL.slam the PB door shut and announce to my friends that i'm gonna expound on er..biology. but today i'm really going to talk abt relationships.

why do ppl say i dont want to tell him/her i like him/her bcos it'll hurt our relationship? because if friendship is such a blessing, such an awesome happy thing, wouldnt romantic(the term is used very loosely here. i cant think of a better word.)relationships be even better? cos it is SUPPOSE to be another level up from friendship.and why do ppl cant accept this particular good friend to be a potential bf/gf? why do they always say "no..we are just friends what.i cant see us together."

before i start to reply to this questions, i must post a disclaimer.take my advice at your own risk--i am a greenie. never was in a relationship.never was on the verge of getting attached.i warned you.

my answer to the above questions--maturity. for Christians, to be committed to someone, you have to want to see that being with that person wld help you grow in your life with God, that this is the best way to build each other up for God. Hence, the load of shit above abt (whiny voice)"oh, i dont wanna jeopardise our friendship" is yes, a load of shit. we are just not mature.and that explains my single but not available status.i'm still too immature and i'm sure many of us are too.and it's another infatuation. for non-Christians, maturity matters too. getting into a relationship requires alot alot of heart and time and if you can pose such questions like the above, then i'm sorry you cant be in one.

now for the controversial part of my argument.( i hope that what i said abt maturity was easy to swallow cos this is pretty frank). in the scenario where the guy isnt attached, is my gd pal and is probably the easiest target available, i can find myself saying abt him" no la..good friends la..not my type". WHY? upon reflection, it's the whole thing abt him not being good enough for me. yes ladies and gents, it's pride issue.by observing girls' behavioural patterns, i can say that this is highly accurate. we think it's beneath us to be with someone who has a lesser o-level score, more acne on his face,worse breath,etc.if we cant look past all these minor superficial flaws, we arent ready for relationships.fair and simple? i think so.

11:43 PM

does it take so much to smile when you have hw and tests and that bloody farce of PW(quote josh) running after you??

the way i see it. it takes a damn whole bloody lot.

shit.a-levels were suppose to be a 3 year course.

10:37 PM

when i dance in the waves,spread my arms on the cliff,feel the foam of the sea,play with sand,smell the salt in the air,hold hands with shiwei,sing with nadia, i thank God.i know HE is bigger than anything else in the world.the feel of the golden warmth of sunshine on my face, on my arms and legs tell me how blessed i am to know the GREAT I AM.i could have spun my day away on the seawaters,and know that He made this day, this ocean, this sun because He loves me.

"when i consider Your heavens,
the work of Your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which you have set in place,
what is man, that you are mindful
of him,
the son of man that you care for him?"
Psalm 8:3-4

they cant take that away from me

9:58 PM

hist essay.Q: What was the effect of the Sino-US-Soviet "strategic triangle" on international affairs in the 1970s?

look at it.look at it.and do your essay now.NOW!!

6:10 PM

i'm so smart.
table soccer halfway, i told the guys to switch strategy.girls play defence, they play attack and WE WON!! neah-neah.

there was no sunday sch today, so jerald,josh,nat,rachel wong,yenn(she came today!) and i went to the bball court to play soccer.ng,em,yiwen and ziyi sat ard playing guitar and singing.kept trying to ole but failed.): nat kept saying i shld join rugby bcos like last wk's bball, i was making ppl fall over.AGAIN.then i headed the ball 3/4 times and he said " i'm sure you are gonna pass promos."it was pain though...
didnt listen during sermon..sigh..jerald was being sick drawing on my arm.washed most of it off though.he's smackable but i didnt want to draw attention so i squirmed a bit and whined a bit.next time i will slap him right in the eye.

swam at downtown east today.i cant swim anymore.like forgotten my strokes.then played daytona.with yenn and sis and some unknown ppl.got 3rd then got 5th then got 1st!!!my hands are very itchy now...

10:51 PM

THE NOTEBOOK :
-not worth watching on the big screen
-esp if it's in cine cos the air-con is not cold and you can hear the cleaners/ushers talking outside the theatre
-crappy
-has some unsexy sex scenes
-cliched love plot
-bored me.midway through the movie, i was fidgeting in my seat.
-has a cute male lead who almost saved the movie from utter boredom.
-has a female lead who got prettier progressively.

kandy and i were laughing at some of the not meant to be funny but was scenes.ethel and charmaine cried.so did the 2 guys--maid and butler.TSK.

played daytona, won all.played bishibashi, lost all.snowboarded.shot some people.ate at glutton's sq again.

4:44 PM

got my sari from yimei today.then went to waffles'town to eat with ehr.hahahhaha WAFFLES WAFFLES ROCK.anyway, we were really talking abt all sort of stuff, from her obsession with faces to the rachel-rachel-josh scandal.HAHA.thanks for the sari.

went with yenn to samni and salini's house to try to put on sari.their mum is so PRO.let me say that again.their mum is so pro!! tmr will go to their house in the morning to wear.

11:29 PM

was a bit scared during dance but tried out the moves and tried to focus.thank God for Carolyn though shiweiweiwei wasnt here today.tmr my legs are going to suffer from thighs to toes.and still going to play bball for PE.sigh.torturing your body is just too fun.push myself.push myself.i think i'm going to run tmr at full speed then play b-ball like mad.

this is super unprecedented.listen up hongyu.this may never ever happen again.thanks for telling me all abt the syllogies(?) and fallacies yesterday night.think it will help me in GP.BUT something horrible happened.the bloody notepad is bloody %^&$ed-up so i ended up saving the last part of the convo which is like,irrelevant.anyway, i kinda forgotten abt some stuff but thanks anyway.you prob had better things to do.

6:50 PM

pork nerves are not nerves, they are ligaments!! shocker of the day.

anyway, i dont care. i just dont eat them.*sticks tongue out*

tried to be a teenage delinquent today after school. went to Macs' and held an ice-cream eating competition with maid and butler.i scarfed down the first ice-cream, and won justus!!!but bcos it was a continuous thing, i gave up midway through the second ice-cream.then it was a 2-men contest and derek swallowed first and was declared WINNER!oh while having the competition, this Macs woman came to me and tried to sell me the ez-link services.i was like,what the hell, my mouth full of ice-cream la!

about the teenage delinquent thing. well maid,butler,yenchin, kandy and i played asshole taiti at macs'.so vagrant.the debaters came and asked us to do this tv feature thing that they promised their ex-senior.it's abt why we hang out in parkway.er...to play cards?er..cos it's near our sch?we dragged our feet out but then sonya sensed our reluctance and let us go back to taiti.felt abit bad but hey, it's a free world.

9:36 PM