i burnt the letter i wrote on christmas night.for symbolic reasons, i took a walk to the jap cemetary, sat on a bench, lit the paper a few times and watched it reduced to ashes.

i've cleared my mind and my heart abt things and the letter and its significance has changed.

today i buried you all.

4:17 AM

who da man?
jo da man!
who da man?
jo da man!

mojo and i are back from hk. and i do love her alot. thank you God for blessing me with this sister that came out of the same womb as me, sleep in the same room as me, laugh at the same things as me, cry with me...jo, if u are reading this, thanks for always listening and being there for me. i cannot ask for another sister and i dont want another one. ya spunk, humour, chicken actions, big heartedness are one of a kind. HOanna is groovin' and i'm lovin'!!!!!!!!!!!

11:22 PM

The Blind Assasin is such a good novel.it's by Margaret Atwood and was the booker prize winner. And why is it brilliant? cos it isnt some weird book that literary critics PRAISE TO THE HIGH HEAVENS and when u read it, u go "huh?" and scratch head,for instance The Lovely Bones. IT IS ACTUALLY GOOD.i think it's as good as The Story of Lucy Gault. sigh, but why must most literature be sad?

anyway general stuff abt camp:

great stuff:
- knowing my Daddy God
- having Pastor Amy tell me that God loves me very very very much and that His love is pure, and that i'm special to God.
- losing more of my inhibitions in worship
- making some meals for the campers(if anyone got diarrhoea rmb go find chanchan not me!)
- wayang with bigg butt
- watching ppl grow spiritually

not so great stuff:
- slept during sermon
- slept during QT
- slept like 4 hrs every day for 4-freaking nights!
- as such was grouchy and was rude to ppl
- missing crab like nuts......peas,forks,sheets..HAHA
- not playing BBQ game






i drove crab wild today with incessant singing and dancing.i think he likes the 7-step dance the best!!! HAHAAHAHA!!

9:47 PM

YES MADAM YIMEI SHALL BLOG ABT DANCE FOR SONG 7.

i think chong ah mei was being very commando la. down 10, take 5. ahhaha..and i was being her asst commando. yell abit when hongyu,ian and gerald start to cock up. and make them do over and over again. yimei was damn funny when she screamed into ian's ear when he put his right leg over left instead of left over right or smthg stupid like that.i couldnt take it..just knelt on the floor and laughed my guts out. we tried to think of somemore more glam(yimei's words) steps for the part

God will triump o'er the enemy
He will ensure our victory

haha..then we did some bollywood, shimmy to da left then shimmy to da right then gallop about thingie. crazy yimei started to scream w laughter again.

in other news, DA CRAB HAS LANDED!!! ahhhhhhh! :D :D :D :D :D

10:15 PM

shopped with shiwei for a short while then we went to rob's house in little india. watched there's something abt Mary.it's a sweet but very dirty show.haha. shiwei was scandalised again!i think it's dirtier than white chicks but sweeter. haha, hmm is that ironical? i think the hitchhiker scene is the best..haha..7mins abs..hahahah!

alamak i dont have anything else to say.

7:35 PM