i shall be a silly banana now and gush..

tues night was so nice...sigh..so so so nice...the songs so nice so nice so so so nice. the sweet secret * on the mrt was so nice so so so nice.

limited vocab, i know.

but time and again i'll think abt tues and smile like a crazy nut and feel tingly and go

so nice sosososo nice

12:04 AM

ystd had interhouse bowling..jr class went too. very happy to say that 05a51 is primed to takeover us as one happy family :D only 3 weeks and they look so good tgt*beams*

ok..at the end of the 3 games, we scored 229(ithink)..the lousiest of all 3 lanes that we booked.hahah..i made only 2 strikes and a few thousand gutter balls.my team was me,juice,seehwei and yenny.see hwei was the l33t proest(yucks i sound like some disgusting lanning nerd).she was really steady. yenny made a fool out of himself. giving pep talks to himself before rolling the ball and then kneeling on the floor right aft he bowl to try to see where it'll go.it was really funny..wasted alot of time so we were the last to finish also. plus, he came late so the first few rounds, seehwei and juci were helping him bowl.juice was our top scorer for the first game..109 (i think)..then he lost to me in the 2nd game.his shoulders were hurting and he was demoralised.he throws his bowling balls! that's very funny considering that i roll mine gently and those are the ones that end up w strikes and spares to the great amusement of my jr class.

11:20 PM

decisions.choices.honesty.trust.time.patience.openess.

is hiphop bad?

1:00 PM

some random stuff...

nadeeyah is so cunning! devious! WE WERE ALL IN OBLIVION!then the way she revealed all is like ouch-so-much-info-my-head-is-exploding!

here's a very funny convo with mug. juice and i were rmbing the time we(plus deek butler) put a cockroach in his plastic bag of wet socks at my house. then mug said
"eh i very scared of ka zhua(cockroach in hokkien) ok! my ah ma frightened me with it when i was small"

so we asked how and he said
" i was bathing then my ah ma said: joseph u bathe and i let u play with ka zhua ok! then she put it into the bathroom and i was scared from then on"

hahhahahahaha. i think his ah ma is an ah ma aft my own heart.

speaking of ah mas, i was just watching Glam! on channel5 and they did this feature on a hot mama, mrs fandi ahmad! omg, she has 4 kids and hopefully they all inherit her bone structure and fa's soccer skills. swooon.i want.kandy said my kids will be tall and lanky for obvious reasons.btw, i took height and weight ystd. i'm 160 cm( i made butler take it 3 times to be sure) and 45 kg.i actually lost 1 kg from the dance the day before.i feel so bloody petite.ok i digressed. anyway,mrs fa is cool cos she juggles her kids+models+gives fandi facials+handles her own kiddies showbiz training centre.i'm not saying i want her lifestyle tho i really dont mind a FOOTBALLER for a husband u knoooow(brush up on ya soccer skills!we having game next wk!!hehe.), but the taking care of 4 kids and husband is like my dream.and i can just predict the response to this:"stop hitting me la!i'm going to be impotent!"

yepp which leads me to the next thing. where got guys so fragile one?

5:31 PM

i'm learning to be patient.and i am learning well.aiyah i'm giving myself some credit la.

i played really hard the last third of last year(aft mid years) when it was the promos, i kinda screwed up. the usual madfreaks and i went out to study only to end up playing cards and table soccer and talking bull. and now, everyone has grown up. like, wow! it's time to crack open our dusty books and mug for the As in nov!!! no time to go out. and not to forget to mention the orientation that jam packed everyone's social calendar last wk.

i'm not disgruntled.honestly.

i just figured out (abit late i know) that this year wont be like last year. so sigh, pls be nice and encourage me to study. i WILL do my tutorials.i WILL attend most lects if i can help it.i WILL study for my papers even if it is just a silly little quiz. ohmygoodnessme, i AM growing up.

4:32 PM

u know all the surveys that keep popping up in ppl's blogs and stuff? i figured that ppl did them to sorta learn more abt themselves and to let others know abt them too. it isnt exactly a self-asssessment thing. neither is it a narcisstic trip. and i think they are pretty cool until u keep seeing the same stuff turn up over and over again.

like,

Q505.what's your fave tv shows?
omg..like, FRIENDS totally! and like the girls in Sex and the City have my vote.

eeeeeeew.

anyway, my survey is smthg i created myself..to go back to my roots and rediscover me. it's one of my annoyingly bubbly little projects:D hang in there readers!

words.me:
-loyal
-insane
-happy-go-lucky
-perky
-heavy-handed
-thoughtful

disgusting habits:
the way i sit i think. erps. and i pat and squeeze my eyebags alot.and when i was in pl, i used to pull up my skirt and pull my blouse cos i wore shorts mah, so i very confident.dropping food all over the table, floor, myself when i eat.

ppl i'll like to meet and talk to:
-Jesus
-Jane Goodall
-a top model like Klum or Bundchen..see if they are bimbotic or closet nerds

things that got my engines going:
-ab workouts
-say it with me now..GEEAAANT FAAAITH! otherwise known as Giant Faith
-cartoons
-dancing
-retail

things that should have got my engines going but didnt:
-Giant Faith sometimes
-jrs camp
-workouts sometimes.teehee.

bad/blur/stupid things i did:
-neglecting my friends. a thousand apologies! :(
-giving attitude to parents
-quarrelling with ng..sigh..sorry!
-answering stranger's stupid que and getting freaked out
-being pressurised to buy those stupid $5 donation vouchers which are sold by ah bengs who get commissions

good stuff i did/that happened:
-being there for ppl who need me i guess. i really hope i was there.
-opening up to my church friends and knowing them better. praise God!
-in the past few days, i found support in almost every direction and i cant stop being thankful for it.
-working out much much more.hoowah!
-learning to let go, let God.
-QT and Bible-reading came alive for me.

what i wanna do:
-run 2.4 under 13..i almost did it last year!
-come in top 30 for vj girls' x-country
-find acceptance in God alone
-be a friend to friends
-to truly fufil 1 corinths13
-dance more!!!!!
-laugh much much more! the burst out and wanna pee in my pants kinda laughter
-be more assertive.esp towards freaky strangers and annoying ppl who try to pick u up/get ya number and oh yes, the bengs who sell the donation vouchers. must be firm and say GO AWAY OR I CALL DA MATA!
-obsess less abt eyebags..but i will still obsess abt packs.hehe.

what i wanna keep abt myself:
everything i said in words.me

final note:
i hope i didnt bore u!

6:21 PM