Lay your head on my pillow
Here you can be yourself
Nooo one has to know what you are feeling
No one but me and you

- Diary, Alicia Keys

2:35 PM

i'm going to throw a Bee eFf.

my phone's antenna spoilt and i'm phoneless for the next few days. and guess what? my dad wants to send it for repair. an 8250?!! OMG the repairman will laugh his ass off. FORGET IT OK. if u didnt sign me up for this bloody awful plan in e first place and MADE me buy this phone, i wouldnt have tried to save money for u guys and upgraded to a more resonable plan..only to find out that i'm stuck with this damn phone until the end of my first year in uni(if i make it that far in the first place). i feel bad enough that mum's going to give me her cute samsung(which has shitty user unfriendly functions but thanks mum!) and she's going to use someone's else phone. but YOU DAD want me to use that damaged 8250 AGAIN! OH THE AGONY!!here's abit more backgrd, when i switched plan u told me

"er..i think u dont switch la.wait until end of contract this year."

DING! wrong answer..sorry dad i changed plan ALREADY WITH YOUR PRIOR NOTICE BUT U HAD TO FORGET.paying 50 bucks a month is just too much ok and i'm helping u save 20 bucks now. then he yelled at me for doing that. HELLO? i'm not a mobile phone expert..u as a parent had the responsiblity to explain earlier. it was too damn late alright? i can understand if mum doesnt know shit abt this cos she's basically a techno phobe..but u are not being fair when u cos me so much trauma.

gripe #2 the cleaning auntie told me 10 freaking times today to go see a chi physician and i just blew 53 bucks for a western doc ystd. WHAT CAN I DO MAN? 10 TIMES. even crosby must have been sick of hearing that. i know she meant well in her heart but it's bordering on nagging. it's really not very nice when a person is sick to pester him/her so much.

i think what i've said is mostly tongue in cheek or maybe the fire in my head has gone to my hands. will be better soon. meanwhile, i'm going to do my nuclear arms essay.

10:17 AM

ooooh! a big thank u to weirong for getting the valentine's present of a kiddy table soccer for us! it is SO fun. but we look abit like no life freaks when we crowd ard the stone tables or the trash bin and play:D ethel plays it in a very funny way..satay and scream and laugh alot.haha! and the RI guys, yenny and deek and the cat high, robin and jiachuan always form Bishan alliance and the whole world is agst them! the bishan home stadium is the trash bin.say it with me L-O-S-E-R.

this makes me miss the suntec topshop fusball but i guess it's kinda our fault that it's taken away:p i mean who stays 1 hr at a boutique playing w their table soccer and not buy a single thing?

going out in exactly 56 mins for juniors-treat-seniors at suntec cartel.05a51 is a generooouuuus class:D

realest nigga is funky to the core.it's so funny too when 50ct screams his head off like a looney in the front part.

3:34 PM

here're 2 days of blog.havent talked abt my church friends for awhile.

saturday:

ba nian at ben and mel's house.24th flr at bukit ho swee. so windy!my home so warm.yuuucks.paul and hongyu told me that they put the pillowcases we got for them for their wedding.aiyer,i didnt see! wasted.the ice cream party was wonderful.thank u ben and mel.i love the almond praline so much that i almost cldnt concentrate on bridge:) watched the Giant Faith vcd.finally got to see the formation as part of the audience.pardon me but it's pretty darn impressive.i looked like i was standing on hongyu's shoulders only.wow..sorry josh, so anonymous!hah. but got to see him catch me at the last part. yimei came halfway and then we were laughing abt diva-ish actions.it wld have been funnier if i didnt get so grossed out by hEr.they were trying to get me to lan but i cldnt had to go home to do work and act guai in front of parents.grr.

sunday:

auntie jeenee and uncle jeffery came to talk to us abt dating today. ben intro-ed them and he was like tmr's a special day..what is it? then me jack la, beamed and said valentine's!of cos v day's on my mind la BECAUSE I'M DOING LAST MINUTE SHOPPING AFTER CHURCH K SO I HAVE TO PLAN IT WITH PRECISION AND ACCURACY SO AS .anyhow ben was like no it's monday and then ppl laughed and were like aiiiii...errr....that kinda stupid thing. then ning and paul kept winking at me so i turned away and faced ah mei and hahah..freaked her out.

ok sunday sch eph4:1-16.went breakfasting with melissa deng,ning,daniel and tan chun.went back to church library and borrowed Basic Christianity and The Wisdom That Created The World.

ok liturgical service.overcoming temptation.the 40 days Jesus spent in the wilderness and how the devil tempted him by appealing to physical desire, manipulating God's will and promises of power. so paralleled to our humankind.i felt that the opening hymn what a friend we have in Jesus is so appropriate. He is really our friend..he's been thru the very temptations we still have now, the grief he suffered(he cried when Lazarus died) and he too had to follow God's will.isnt it wonderful how he understands us?

ok bye bye readers..i'm gonna go fold clothes like the model housewife i'm going to be! and then listen to some very danceable music!!

10:15 PM

anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all i ask of you.

12:27 AM

i've got soundcard again :D

thank yous to xiaoquan for burning the phantom cd tho it's so weird they really like kop from the movie, got backgrd noises and to yimei who's putting stuff into thumbdrive for me to enjoy.she's like a music waitress, making me list the songs i want..and then recommending stuff that i never heard of. WHAT MISS HILTON? huh u mean paris hilton recorded a vanity project meh?

anyhow today's the vj cross.3.2 for girls and 4.8 for guys. ok so i didnt get into top 30 and i got dethroned as fastest girl in a51. got 69 out of 800.not too shabby but i black faced for 30 min.charmaine beat me..congrats..she was damn fast!seehwei and nadia did well too. and then the star of the day....
alamak, juice la! piang eh..ran a disgusting 14 outta 800. then when he came back running like a kenyan marathoner, we were all screaming.basket, did u just say i'm being biased? NO, it's the truth k.who runs 14 outta 800 w only a wk's training? WHO? it's the same as me praising robs the master debater and ng for mastery directing. so i'm not biased no matter what kandy mak may say. *big tongue to ya!*

eeks.was blasting ciara feat.missy elliot just now.mojo said the plasitc thing on top of the door was vibrating. OOPS.

12:11 AM

i lost my mind today.

i know i cant blame it on other stuff but sigh..now u know why i ask if hiphop is bad. the lyrics are so suggestive and the beat is just too i dont know...erm...appealing to the body? haha. add this to my histronic and freaking attention whorish self and u get a mean equation. ok i'm kinda joking. but sheesh, this is so hard.

anyway sample this
-i said my niggas dont dance, they just pull up their pants and do the rock away
-listen pimpin'i aint new to this,i'm true to this
-so pump ya breaks if u wantin' more
-ima show u how to make your man say ooo

geddit? and these are the tamer ones!!!

i will NOT blame hiphop for my behaviour. but it influences me.

i tend to take the term let my hair down more than literally.it all goes back to who i am..it's no excuse.i am suppose to live for God.

and..i'm sorry. i really am.

1:06 AM

this wk's been a funny wk.i shall try my bestest to rmb the funny moments and blog abt them. hehe.

funny moment#1
(juice,deek,yenny and i waiting ard stone tables for mug)
one of us: let's go la...what are we doing here man?
juice/deek to yenny: eh u wanna go or not?
yenny:(eyes glazed over and staring into dist) (muttering to himself) HURRR? is that see hwei...? hmm, cannot be la..
juice and deek start imitating him and acting stupid.

funny moment#2
kandy talking on the phone to mum: blaahblahblah..(suddenly lets out a deep shriek which leads us to the que: how do u let out a deep shriek? hmm..)
all of us at stone tables look at her in a funny way..and then we find out that she spied with her little eye the ultra cool split-face effect of alvin and jasmine on their council campaign poster and got a shock 'cos she thought it was freaky. it's like face off just way cooler. cos alvin is so yan(chokes) and jasmine is so chio!(of cos PL girl mah!) (whee! go jr class!)

funny moment #3
math r. naddi sitting next to me. doing irritating functions que.
me:(grumbling)babi(malay for pork)
naddi giggles in her silly way
me:(look at her and laugh) what? u laughing at what i said ah?
naddi: hahahaha..u said fang pi( chi for fart)..so funny!
me: no i said babi
naddi laughs even harder which made me laugh quite hard too.

#4
alvin runs over to the seniors table and proclaims
"i'm running away from them(gestures to jr class girls). THEY ARE SINGING!"
aft contemplating for awhile, deek, kandy and i:
it's fun to stay in the
Y M C A! ( complete w actions)
alvin runs away in agony.

#5
me, mugger and deek staring at the FUGLY banner made by some j1 class. it's this rooster head with a painted blown up glove for it's crowning glory and welcome-to-chickenland feathered arms.kandy thinks the rooster looks like it wants to us to come into its arms. FREAKY+FUGLY= *pukes dinner out*
mugger:wah lau..what is this..looks so cock la! wah lau really cock la!
deek: brudder! that's cos it's a cock!

#6
shiwei our dear house capt asking for ppl to rep our house in watermelon mandarin oranges eating comp on stage during CNY concert.
whole class+ jr class: JUSTUS!!!!!!!

#7
mugger doesnt wanna go 7-11 w us cos he wants to sleep in the classrm.
mugger: dont want la. gimme some private time alone.( really a wrong thing to say in a class like ours)
kandy and me: MASQUERADE!!!(if u watched phantom of the opera, the song Masquerade really sounds like ahemmmm...)
deek: haha.. MASQUERADE! JOSEPH'S THING IS ON PARADE!
kandy, me and deek: MASQUERADE!!
mugger looks blur.

#8
this evening,mum scolded me and made me find the firestarter which she thought i misplaced aft cooking instant noodles. juice was even roped in la. searched and searched. she even made me dig into the trash bins. THRICE. then we found out it was in the drawer where we've been putting it all ALONG! urgfff.and she thinks there's a wan dan gui at work. that is so bullcrap! bimbo la she.haha. juice was making me laugh really hard cos he said maybe i brought it to the minimart when i went to buy an egg, like tuck into my shorts and walk there. hello, that's like what minimart hold up la. hahah..

ok i shall go sleep soon.there're many many more funny events like harris changing the lyrics to the vj anthem and holes and darryl singing the tissue seller song..but i cant blog abt them. cannot laugh too much. kandy says she gets nightmares if she laughs excessively..havent happened to me yet but i'm not taking any risks.

1:33 AM