10) hello stranger, what happened to us?

9) i'm glad you gave up on him because he's so not worth it. Girl, dont beat yourself up over buttcracks(the other alternative is just too rude for this public blog).

8) i always thought your aloofness was a plus but dont let it hamper the way you develop your relationships. stay real and grounded.

7) i cant make out who you are. To me you seem very shallow yet you click so well with the people i care about. i dont worry about your motives but nevertheless, it puzzles me sometimes.

6) you and i share something in common...i wish i could talk to you even though we barely know each other. it'll be strangely therapeutic.

5) i'm worried for you. we're worried for you. will you hide yourself away again if we were to show our concern?

4) dont go down that path! you have a lot ahead of you and you dont want to throw you life away because of boys. i know i sound prudish but it's such a dumb thing to do. BASK in the company of girls.

3) i really really disagreed with the way you handle things. you made me pissed and pressured with all that tension and demands going on. i know you mean well but did you have to do that?

2) are you still harbouring a grudge? you're mostly nice but dude, it's high time to let go...

1) thought we were really good friends but time has a funny way of telling things eh? you helped me alot so i'm thankful. but you dont know enough so it'll be near impossible for us to be back to how we used to be. still i like you quite alot and am always happy to see you around.

that about sums it up. everybody in there are people i dont talk to regularly hence the need to put it down in words on a blog? nothing beats open and honest communication so i hope this list wont expand. and nope this is not a sad post, just thought it would be kinda cathartic to put it down :)

sidekick flowers are the cutest arent they? tiny and they look like a glimpse of heaven. having said that i get a buzz when i see lilies. my wedding flowers definitely :)

so anyway i'd a great valentine's with YP. but was feeling too bleak to type it out yesterday. we had crab!!! yummwah. at ubin seafood which isnt at pulau ubin sillies but at bukit timah. i polished off 3 legs and he 2 pincers. along with other dishes. sweeeeeeet. good talk, good food, fuss free setting.

and now it's the term break and cny. nat, if you read this..TMD la. my lecturer cancelled lect or i could have gone to fetch you except that i've made plans. my mom's financing my shopping later with mojo. therapy :)

yeah champions dont mess wit' us.

aye sorry if i sound morose...i just dont want to say goodbye to you, soccer. why does it feel like the more i want to play, the more it's like infidelity? The signs seems so clear that i've to give up playing competitively. when i barely started. i want to bawl my eyes out.

do your PS2244: Public Administration In Singapore essay on the limitations of the Public Service Commission, Elaine Chan Kit Ying!

"it's all a matter of YOU versus me" - My Favorite Game, The Cranberries