HAHAHAHA. This is hilarious shizz man. It reminds me of the story of Holes going to Cambodia and stepping on a chick in a village and hence, killing it. They cooked the stomped chick for dinner that night.

It also makes me think about the time I nearly almost believed Darryl's story about McNuggets being made from little chicks' flesh thus the tenderness.

10:49 PM

and oh...

How can I forget Delia. I found this pic in facebook. LOL.
Our dearest beloved CGL (and my essay reader) who is always such a presence in our lives. I thank God that her jetsetting lifestyle has eased up and that she has always been such a good AH MA to us!

8:36 PM

the way we get by

I count my blessings when I...

2:52 PM

..that came with old friends. Now that we are all grown up, we have new issues to worry about and I'm so counting down the years when we fret about down payment, the 1 km school radius, petrol fees, etc.

And I hope that I will still have Ng and Chipmunk to talk to. I thank God for friendship, their friendship. Even Ng, who is 3760.49 miles away (I checked!), could touch me so much with an email this morning. It has been a strange week and your email comforts me. I have been asking God if I have made the right decision and the way you have replied, with no judgement and such sisterliness... it is really a Godsend.

And thank you so much Chips for the balmy Wed evening we spent. "Why were we so serious?" you remarked. I think we have mellowed from the head-bashing and feet-drawing PL days. And I was like going to bawl when you said that in slow but sure steps, we both have experienced how God has brought them nearer and closer. I just felt at that moment that suddenly, everything fell into place. It is an unexplainable feeling of peace. Which Ng reconfirmed today.

So I will now pay it forward to a certain clueless someone (I think) who needs a girl, to help him get in touch with his inner self (again, a presumption but it had better be a correct one). And to explain the strangeness of this week.

I love all three of you. The two girls who are such wonderful gifts from God and the guy who is the heart of my own heart :)

1:05 PM

REASON IS TREASON


One last test for tomorrow and then I can breathe...for a little while until the next termpaperpresentation routine again. I've been spoilt by the stop-move motion, slack-slack-busy-slack pattern of the life that we call uni. The mentally tough nutcase in me has faded. What with Ow's heroisms(and pampering and love) and my innate desire to be a limp jelly fish that stings only when it has to, I have currently become the whiner that the ex A-star guy hates. I blame the traffic, the NEL train breaking down, things lost in post, perpetual loss of everything but my own body... and the list goes on. And they affect my mood for like half the night before I go bury myself in books again.

SNAP OUT OF IT. TGIT (my schoolweek ends on Thursday and for that, I am grateful.)

Don't know why I'm still afraid.
If you weren't real, I would make you up now.
- Joseph Arthur, Honey and the Moon

12:19 AM